Clenched

We limp along carrying certainty That bucket full of holes Only the pieces I drop Have ever told the truth Today I dropped the burden And walked With empty hands The energy was certain My fingers curled in air It was the bucket that was heavy I tried to carry everything in Without the handle […]

White noise

At some stage You become enough And when people walk away You don’t chase If they feel inclined to stay That’s nice Some may prevaricate Standing on the threshold They may threaten you with their absence Or not call Write Hoping you will close your eyes And yearn But don’t, because This is thing they […]

Destiny

Transformation in the human Is not so obvious as in nature We arrive at the melting pot And overthink The very brink At which it occurs Repeatedly. The caterpillar doesn’t know How not to grow It follows instinct into the cocoon Obliterated it waits Its wings don’t appear They self create And at some point […]

Gardening

Mary Oliver goes to the woods And I go to my garden Epiphanies bloom like flowers I inhale aromatics Taste parsley and mint Coriander and sage Make herbal teas from the Rosella Lemon balm And thyme Bundles of chives, Kale Bok choy Choy sum And the common lettuce Are added to my breakfast I pluck […]

Pin feathers

I look at my toes and see my brothers The face in the mirror resembles my mothers Shadows flick along the ground above a hawk is circling The person who lives And loves in this world Is just a memory walking The intensity of this life sometimes…you can call it hard – or you can […]

Bombed out pews

Iwho have often hid in the midst of noiseLaughterTurning aside the more penetrating gazeWith a wall of clever wordsIWho thought the cocoon only produced butterfliesTurns outPhoenix and dragonsRise on wings of silencefrom jagged tooth wombs And the birth means annihilation To the bearer She died I was born And now I wear the scars that […]

Diamond Cutter

I thought it was grief Sadness It felt so heavy Important I sat with it for awhile Beneath morning stars Salt water Began to trickle Such was the pressure building This weight in my chest Crushing My heart flipped behind my ribs a landed fish trying to make sense of oxygen From out in the […]

Containers

There is a force Alive and rampant A feeling becomes thought And the thoughts build Looking for a container The vessel becomes full Words Overflow on the page They flood and spread Flow and ebb Burst and give over What was within For a moment replete The energy recedes And the human breathes But creation […]