Top of brain tells me what I should do
But somewhere in the middle something slides askew
The vegetables remain languishing in the fridge
As across the kitchen bench the white bread skids two pieces
Pushed down into the toaster
Two minutes later
Dripping with butter
And marmalade
I munch in satisfying
wonder
Is it impulse
Or habit
My gut brain axis?
Something is loose in my mind
And top of brain
Must go and find it
Nail it down
Pull it into line
Because right now
Somebody isn’t listening
To top of mind
*header photo – a couple of dead sunflowers. Dualism (more likely triplism or more) of the mind. Some days it feels like a war. The creative brain has so many channels open and they don’t all agree – warm toast and marmalade in winter – not great for the hips or the heart but there is a soul to be satisfied, and we are just not in this body with tastebuds all that long to enjoy it. Or that is the argument that was waged over toast as I quietly stared out the window at a gloomy cold morning.


yes, that dualism hurts; I usually go with the creative mind and allow myself what I want: my body tells me when it is wrong ; but then the conscience comes in; that’s when things get murky —
Very murky John haha
“warm toast and marmalade” Delicious anytime! A thousand thoughts, each going in their own direction. That creative brain! ✨
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