How much can you hold
How much love
How much can you hold instead of spending it all
Until you are broke
You put wishes out and you reel them in
But you don’t believe them
So they’re gone
Over the side again
You keep on fishing
That the hole inside is swallowing you up
And if you can’t learn to hold it?
*I heard something recently that hit with such resonance that it kept vibrating through me for several minutes.
I could net get it out of my head
How much can you hold?
There is a dissonance that occurs when we suddenly get what we truly desire
If it happens before we are ready or believe in ourselves
Then self sabotage is one way in which we create a plug hole
Get rid of it
Get rid of it the brain says
Because we are not aligned
With our desire
So therefore it cannot stay inside of us
Does this make sense?
It immediately did to me so I will try to explain it further because I is important
Ever seen a relationship where one person doesn’t believe their luck?
So they wreck it and then live with regret forever?
Ever heard of the Lotto Winners curse?
When someone wins millions of dollars and then within twelve months, a year, all the money is gone?
We lose weight – we put I back on
We are given something precious but ..
We don’t believe we are worthy
Even though it may be our greatest wish
A man/woman works hard but he still doesn’t think he is worthy so he spends all his money on crap instead of holding this thing he deserves
But his brain – listening to his subconscious doesn’t agree with
It sounds woohoo but I’m just saying if you’re wishing out of one hand
Make sure the other one is truly ready to receive and can hold it
Or it will be gone
Align yourself inside
Believe you are worthy
If you don’t then do the work in there at the same time am you are showing up in the world and creating wealth
In here and out there have to match
Or here’s the catch
You won’t be able to hold it
When it comes in – the cash, the love, the whatever it is you want
Ask yourself this question
How long can I hold this?
How long can I sit with cash in the bank and not spend it?
Just let it sit until you are sure that the urge to spend
Is done so with the right intention
And not merely to soothe the dissonance
I ask myself daily this question and I feel myself pulling into alignment
Which is good
Because there are some hella big wishes I am sending out into the universe right now
And they are all coming true
5 thoughts on “The holding”
I guess we hold on to things that are important to us and let go of others. Very inspiring, Kate.
Well written and poignant 🙌❤️
A great post! You are exploring this theme again, so, that thing you heard must really have hit you hard. Stay Well!!