Filling the empty bucket

You cannot give away

What you do not possess

It seems plain and simple

Mere common sense

Yet it is how we fail ourselves

And others

Again and again

January 1st 2021

Happy New Year! I’m spending this first day (and the week before it) alone, looking after my dogs before their kennel placement date arrives and I can join the rest of the family on holidays at the coast ..

I’ve always enjoyed my own company but I had forgotten how restorative it is to be entirely alone for days on end

I crave it without even realising what that undefinable restless feeling actually is

The longing for solitude and reconnection to self

The ego naturally recedes when there is no one else about

The voice in the head begins to realise the futility of talking to itself endlessly and quietens

Gradually the soul emerges from beneath the clouds of doubt and repetition

Silence becomes solace

And I cease.

A reset and recalibration before commencing 2021

But here it is – so let the fun begin!

Fresh plans, energy and insights are overflowing once again from a very full bucket of creativity – December saw me scraping the bottom of the barrel, but the updraft has arrived – let’s get cracking on another year of this beautiful life!

19 thoughts on “Filling the empty bucket

  1. How wonderful that the updraft fills your space! Wishing you all the best in this New Year! Here on the West Coast of the USA, we’ve still got 14 more hours to go before welcoming in 2021. Last night, I finished reading your poetry collection, The Steps We Take Within. Rich in content.

  2. I agree.
    “Fresh plans, energy and insights are overflowing once again from a very full bucket of creativity – December saw me scraping the bottom of the barrel, but the updraft has arrived – let’s get cracking on another year of this beautiful life!”
    I am ready for a year of creating and exploring the upper Michigan with the grandchildren. Happy New year and I wish you great happiness and great success.

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