Each morning arrives
At the opening of eyes
Or perhaps
Just before it
Thoughts already mounting up
Watch them gather
Disperse
Searching for a deeper meaning
Then calendars and “to do” lists
Waiting for the noise to settle
Into something non repetitive
Fresh
New
So much of what we think
We have already thought
Turn the page
But the words leap
From paper to paper
We carry them on holidays in luggage
Bring them home
They slide in
Take the wheel as we approach familiar boundaries again
Turn the key in the entrance door
Already
We are become what we were before
That which never leaves us
The muscle memory of experience
Devaluing
Eroding
Coherent to the last breath
Watch it come waiting for the final thought
“I wonder ..”
Only then does the plot begin to change
Asking different questions
Or we remain
The same
Corpses walking day after day
Aligned with the compass of normalcy
This is another good train of thought – an enjoyable piece of writing!!!
Thanks Colin – the trains are running again ππ
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‘…So much of what we think We have already thought…’ … this, a thousand times, this.
Only one way to change it, the merry go round is so boring and repetitive otherwise π
I think that compass is broken these days lol!!
Yep 2020 smashed it π