Filling the heart vessel

The internal medicine cup

From which my soul sips holds

salt water waves

tree leaves patterned against a blue sky

Earth

Wildflowers

Mist rising from ancient ponds

Bougainvillea fronds

The smell of rain

And the feel of a dogs warm body

Nestled against my side

It is morning black coffee

And evening prayers

It is the smell of incense wafting on cool evening air

And candles just snuffed

A breeze that tangles in curtains, making them puff

It is magpies in the morning

And a Willy wag tail at midnight

It is the scratch of my pen across a page

Writing directly from my heart

The words that flow

With no thought for

“Is it good enough?”

“Does this make sense?”

“What will they think?”

I write for myself

To create an authentic life

Sinking deeper into alignment.

The pen is a wand breathing magic to life

Yearning seeks clarity

Integrity asks only

“Is this life as you would have it?”

My only wish, is that all we have the courage to move honestly and sincerely towards what fills our individual soul with light and peace

And that is a different thing

For every body

More photos from a week-end of salt water and nature

17 thoughts on “Filling the heart vessel

  1. “I write for myself to create an authentic life…” and every word you wrote. “Filling the heart vessel”. You always appear just when I need it, dear friend. The evolution of energy, the haphazards of health, the unexpected unknowns, and the joy of nature, dogs, and simplicity. When heaviness is all around, I hear you and see you. Soon, I’m going away for a salt water and air rejuvenation time. I’ve always been a mountain girl and a friend from college retired and has time share points. She came to me. After trying days, no treatment on Thursday due to very elevated liver enzymes, blood pressure, and counts, I’m happy to “risk” it. No fear. To fly away and just “be”. You’re a breath of fresh air, Kate. It’s always a joy and delight to see you. It doesn’t matter how often. Much love and hugs, dear friend. X

    • Whilst away Karla, read Martha Beck – I read her book on integrity this week-end whilst I was by myself and it has had such an impact. We must be in alignment with our soul in order to thrive. I have begun shifting small stones that weigh me down, things I didn’t know I carried in my pockets. I hope you regain your health soon, I am glad you are heading into retreat – the natural places are so healing and even though I have natural places at home, different places heal different parts of us.
      All of this word salad to say …you resonate as always with my soul. X

      • Thank you, dear friend. I’m checking it out now….yes, shifting the stones. I’ve been reading Resilience and a book on growth. Silly lymph nodes show cancer, it’s still in the bones…but my heart is better than ever. Youngest son and I are growing and being relentlessly honest—it’s a start. This journey has impacted them in ways I can’t imagine too. If I’m not growing, Kate, I truly am dying. Thus, I live. X

    • Camilla they are eucalypts – there are many varieties – a fire has gone through recently on one side of the track and the seed pods are open on that side – our natives often need fire to germinate

      • They’re beautiful trees! Some species here (lodgepole pine, sequoia, e.g.) are fire-dependent, too.

        I have heard that the indigenous peoples of your country have a long (indeed ancient) history of expertise in the use of controlled fire. Pity those of late have been of the uncontrolled variety (“the white man’s karma” someone I know calls wildfire). But it is heartening to know that out of that, those grand and mysterious trees will propagate. Nature constantly works to restore balance.

      • The land has regenerated beautifully since the large wild fires of a few years ago Camilla, nature is a constant source of amazement. And yes, aboriginals have always lit fires in the landscape – many old bushman/farmers do the same thing. It causes regeneration and extinguished fuel sources that would otherwise cause massive blazes.

    • Hi Jeff, the Willy Wag Tail is a sweet little bird that is so called because he is always wagging his tail – and he seems to stay up all night and calls like the sun is coming up but you check the time and it is anywhere between 10pm and 5am.

  2. I appreciate and agree with the declarations you’ve made here, Kate. The pressure of trying to write to please others is a tiresome burden. ~Ed.

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