Loaded

Should I tell that tree to stop being

Or the scent of laundry drying

The feel of

Hot cement beneath my feet

The smell of artesian water

Dank with frogs blanket green

The sound of a windmill groaning

Or a Willy wag tail cursing

At 3am

The heat

The stars

The smell of dusty grass

Of hardwood stairs

White painted ends

Splinters beneath my thighs

Digging in

These things will be

And I’ll be me

We are loaded weapons walking

And bullets aren’t free

*least of all to ourselves. I write.

Header photo: the booglie hole, a memory of childhood captured years later. It looked so much smaller, everything did.

8 thoughts on “Loaded”

  1. Your points
    like bullets
    dive in
    their sound
    waking the boy
    in the moment
    an Inner voice murmurs
    I am me;
    No-one else.

    ~
    I heed the wake up call.
    ~

    Be well and do good, dear Kate.
    Kind regards,
    DD

    • Candles are lit
      From another holder of flame
      They don’t ignite internally
      For which it’s a shame
      (terrible poetry but nice metaphor)
      I know what it’s like
      To be a pile of ash
      So when I’m lit
      I spread the …
      Creative spirit 😁✨💕

      You’ll get there again DD

      • He walked from the back of the hall, not Jason but Jesus wearing a lamb’s wool cloak. His entourage passed the six year old boy sitting in a church pew. It was pageantry as induction into the choir that boy is going to join.
        The Lamb of God, so splendid, removing the stain of sins from the soul. A kind of envy finds him there, envy of the perfection of Godly beauty and the glory of selfless power.
        At six, late at night, sleeplessly thinking ‘I am me, no one else’ he allows himself to drift off to sleep.
        ~
        I may polish this memory and publish it.
        Thank you Kate.
        DD

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